Monday, May 28, 2012

This is how life should feel ...




Finds someone who makes you want to be better than you are.
Greater that you can ever be.
Just because you want to be as amazing as they see you.
You want to feel like you are worth their love.
You see they always say “Don't change for anyone but yourself.”
But once in a while you meet people who makes you want to change.
People you make you believe in yourself, you make you feel like you can achieve anything.
And that's all the difference.
You know that they love you exactly how you are.
And you're not changing to impress anyone or anything.
It's just that once in a while you feel like you can be greater than your amazing self.
And if in your life you had the chance to meet someone that makes you feel like this.
Never let them go, hold on tight even if it's hard sometimes.
Because someone that makes you feel this good, this happy, this wonderful can only be someone sent from heaven.
Someone this good can only be a product of love, an Angel.
Your Angel.



Mais un jour 
Je te retrouverai ici
Mon amour
Sous l'ombre de Palmiers
Cause I remember every sunset 
I remember every word you said 
WE WERE NEVER GONNA SAY GOODBYE 

Summer Paradise - Simple Plan (French version)

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Deep down, in real life .... it isn't so real

[this is all happening in an hypothetical world]


Sometimes I just wish that everything could be like it's meant to be.
He is there, you are here, just a few miles away
But your mind are so close and your heart are still trying to go the distance.
The world knows that the only place you should be in his arms and the world knows that the only country you should live in is his heart.
But in real life it doesn't happen like this.
In real life it is not that easy.
In real life is, isn't always meant to be; and perfection is rare.
In your mind you still talk to him, in your mind you're still with him.
Perfectly tangled up together, as if nothing in the world could ever separate you.
Because in your mind everything can be perfect.
And you try to tell him how you feel.
Try to tell him how it is in your head, how you are perfect together.
You try to feel what you're suppose to feel, what the world tells you to feel.
But deep down you know, real life is more complicated than this.
Deep down you know that you cannot make yourself feel what you do not feel, what you want to feel.
You know that every feeling of attraction are not synonym. to love.
That love can be felt with no lust and that this love is as true as any other kind you've felt before.
You think love but you say lust, because love is real, love is true and love doesn't have its place in your head.
There's a million things you've said to yourself,
There's a millions things you wrote in your books,
But deep down you know that in real life, every thoughts, every feeling isn't worth a thing if is is not expressed.
In real life, it is always better to say too much than never to say what you need to say again.


[ because Yellowcard says it all ]


A life in love,
A picture of,
A place I'm nowhere near.
A bleeding heart,
A good head start,
To anywhere but here.
Just let me out,
Please let me out,
Before I turn into a box of things,
Reminding me,
How much I'm missing out, (I am missing you.)

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Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Facing stranger, facing yourself ...


I stumble on this peoem as i was walking alone to my empty room in this cold country.
I don't know why but those words were so fascinating to me.
And as i was trying to not break into little pieces in the lift i realise that those words meant something to me.
Something i always felt in a way, but that i never really understood.
It was what i felt a lot of time, what i wish i could feel again, and somehow what i was feeling right now.
For those 65seconds in the lift, looking at the steel doors i felt an unreal and strong connection to Ellie Wiesel.

"Our fear of strangers calls into
question of our own role in society.
I have only to look at one to realize
that in the eyes of other people I,
too, can be a stranger, and that a
stranger would be afraid of me.
In the context of humanity as a whole,
we are all strangers.
We all have something inside us that
does not belong to us, that we cannot
make out, that we cannot grasp.
Since he is, in a way, similar to me,
a stranger frightens me.
In the last analysis, I am only afraid
of him because I am frightened of
myself. What if I were the other?
The truth is: he and I are the same."